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Friday, April 29, 2005 . 10:50 PM

Today I was late for school
Today I had my first PC session in my 4 years of Secondary Education
Today I got back my stupid geography test paper
Today I cried because I'm afraid of getting a C5 for humanities
Today I finally realised that I MAY not want to go to a JC
Today I think I gave up on pursuing Psychology
Today I had chicken rice for dinner, which what my late grandfather was having as well
Today I reached home only at 9.00pm O.o

Tomorrow I'm going to have to wake up early to go to CGH
Tomorrow I'm going to a friend's house to study.. or more likely, to teach
Tomorrow I'm going to Seletar Reservoir for a gathering
Tomorrow I'm not going to blog.

Bleh~

Thursday, April 28, 2005 . 5:40 PM

Mid year's around the corner... and can you believe it.. I HAVE NOT STARTED MUGGING YET!!!!! O.o I'm dead... Better go do something now.. I planned out my schedule already, wanted to do chinese today. BUT MY SHOU CHE IS MISSING!!!!!!!! What the hell... it's from for me to see yan luo wang le [ King of Hell ] ... bleh

Monday, April 25, 2005 . 8:08 PM

Haiz... a bronze... we got a bronze... I've nothing to say. I've been pinning for a silver ever since we started to rehearse for SYF, but I had to be disappointed. I thought we did well, I can't wait for the comments to come. I want to know what we did wrong! Tooooot!...

Today, had a new physics teacher - Mr Ho. All I can say is that it just takes a teacher like him to make me appreciate Mr. Yap more... get my hint? A few class girls were going ga-ga over him for his looks.. truthfully, I did too when I first saw him.. but the more he taught.. the more I was like WTH... I didn't understand a thing! And we will have him for two whole weeks!! Mr Yap!! Please come back now!!!!

Alrite... CX's at my house now.. and she has A LOT to say about this teacher...

CX says: Haiz... Really disappointing ... i expected him to have both brains and brawn... Physical features are undeniably appealing but they re definitely not THE ULTIMATE PRAWN's cup of tea when his TALENTS do not complement his looksl!!! Wat a waste, man! Well, there are some tt admire him for his good looks... but who will still notice him in a long run when his talent and passion to teach is just not there?! Haiz... btw... no offence... juz venting out my anger here... MR YAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok.. there you have it.. CX's controversial view on teachers who have to have substance... lol... Alrite... better go finish up my work now... Mid-year's coming, sian... I hate Sec 4 life...

Sunday, April 24, 2005 . 1:09 PM

Yippee!! Did some modifications to da blog and I like it so much better now!! Looks longer anyway... heeheex! Well, truthfullu, I not so moody nowadays... that's very good. I hope this will last.. mid-year's coming and I need to work really hard!! *GASP* First paper is like in 4th May!! Toooooooot! OMG... I'm so looking forward to tomorrow! I want my SYF results!!!

Silver, Silver, Silver!!! I want a silver!!

Alright... gotta head off to tuition soon! Later going to da club for dinner!

BuAiz...

Thursday, April 21, 2005 . 7:12 PM

Well, finally changed skin. Guess I really couldn't stand the 'pearl harbour' anymore. Prefer something dark and sadistic... ya, I'm always looking towards morbid stuff... that's me. Even the poems I write are about death. :S I was really sad/frustrated/irritated/annoyed/burdened/troubled three days ago, that's why I decided to change skin. The 'pearl harbour' just didn't reflect my mood well enough. Anyway, ever since I changed skin, my day just seemed to be getting a bit better everyday. On tuesday, I went to support the girls and boys who participated in the interclass soccer. Our girls got champion for netball!! So happy for them sia. Then yesterday, helped to make the orchid bookmarks and also had many good laughs. And today... had Physics and Geog test.. practically didn't study for Geog at all... let's see what sucky score I'll get... Then outside Bio lab, YJ, Ah Bin, ZI Qian and I were doing some final touches on the bookmarks. YJ and I were also laughing our heads off cause Ah Bin and Zi Qian was just too funny!! They two toot toot de... then YJ and I just can't stop laughing.. LOL. Yep... gonna stop here la. I wanna go watch TV! So long never watch le.. time to go back to this habit!! Sian of the computer... geez.. i sound as if I don't have O' levels to handle this year.. :S

Saturday, April 16, 2005 . 9:50 PM

This morning woke up at 7am, cause had to go to school for two mock papers - A Maths and English. 5-day work week? Yea rite... After the paper we [Kat, Cat, Pei, XY, Sin Hwee, Isabel, Shi Yong and me] went to central to eat. I bought this Mocha coffee Frapacinno Bubble tea and it was simply delicious! My goodness.. and it's $1.50 only!! We brought the drink into a foodcourt and there will this cleaner uncle who kept grumbling about no outside food or drinks allowed and that the manager is gonna come.. blah blah blah. Tooot sia.
Afterwards we walked to White Sands. Loitered around the chocolate section of NTUC and also in Popular. Nothing much to talk about there. Went home, bathe and boy, is my skin getting painful! Must be a sunburnt from my UV treatment for my skin. Haiz... ouch, man!
XY and Sin Hwee came to my house at 5 to do homework. In the end, XY was like listening to songs and playing Icy Tower while SH and I did our work. So satisfied today, cause I finished E Maths 4a, 4b and 4c.
Now I'm like so bored. Nothing to do. Tomorrow there's also nothing to do!! Go for tuition from 2 - 4 and then home again. Gonna watch more tv from now on. So sian of MSN. No one interesting to talk to and CX is hardly online. Haiz... boring life.
- Slack and still slacking... I'm gonna fail my O's... :S

Friday, April 08, 2005 . 11:18 PM

Yo! Just arrived home. Went to TM with CX and Yuan Jing at 7 today to get Mr. Yap's birthday present. We bought him this big GoldLion bag that was $59. Quite practical... since Mr. Yap always carries so much stuff with him. Anyway, after getting the bag, we went to Popular to buy a card and at the same time, some construction paper for the making of orchid bookmarks, which Mr Njoo insisted should be textured coloured paper and which is damn ex. So CX and YJ were standing at the construction paper section, debating over the finances while I was, somehow, just too ridiculously fascinated by this one burger plushie which was actually a CD holder that i didn't really bother to talk about the money matters. Weird... :S

Anyway, there was one time when we entered this shop in Century Square called Zoom III, and I must say that the boss is darn shrewd! Keeps telling us to buy the clothes, when in actual fact, we didn't really like them after all. When we finally escaped from that shop, we three were like PHEW! I'm never going to enter that shop again.. i think.. hehex.

In the afternoon, there was SYF rehearsal and Stephanie came to watch!!! So happy she came, cause she really brightened up my moody day.. hehex! She's a great senior! Rawks man! Love her so much... so glad that she's proud of ELDDS, now that it has improved so much. :)

Alrite! I gotta sleep. My head's knocking the keyboard already!! Good nite!!

Thursday, April 07, 2005 . 9:33 PM

What sia! Stupid air-conditioner... keeps dripping water and now, I have to switch it off! Haiz~.. Anyway, today was not a bad day. Lessons were pretty fun, esp. Biology! Mr Njoo really makes the class interesting, but when a dark clund hangs over his head... that's when it ain't so interesting anymore. Budden he was in a good mood today.. so heng. Had two tests today - Physics and Social Studies. After the S.S test, which was during the afternoon programme, i went down to da art room to get changed. Miss Karen and Ruby [Dorothy's boss] came to watch our rehearsal.. and Ruby gave lots of sound advice! Wootz... so happy that our play has a strong foundation... now all we need is some fine tuning, then it should be AYE OK! Stef's coming to watch us tomorrow, miss her lots! Hehex..

After EL, I walked to WS with CX and ShiHui. We were like talking and talking outside Delifrance.. and our expressions were all very toot one... so I guess you can say that we were as good as 3 siao char bos standing outside the fast-food restuarant. Lol... We even went into Delifrance half way through our conversation cause I wanted to have my dinner, which I had bought earlier on [2 fruit tarts.. hehex]. So i ate as we chatted.. and there was this Muslim baby sitting near our table who kept turning back to look at CX. Lol... Shihui and I kept saying that the baby liked CX and it soon became hilarious cause everytime Shihui said 'neh neh', the baby would flash his/her? charming and absoultely adorable smile! Haha.. a bit pervertic there.. lol

Reached home only at 8pm.. so freakin exhausted! Alrite, gotta stop here. I have to go type compo for Mrs Tang.. haiz... i wanna watch my date with a vampire 3!! only 8 more episodes to go... yippee!

Current Music: Liang Jing Ru's JIE SHOU
Current Mood: Tired

Monday, April 04, 2005 . 5:37 PM

Today... haiz~... what can I say about today? Hmm.. well, for one thing, I'm pretty darn glad that Mr. Yap postponed the physics test to Thursday, cause I didn't have any mood to study yesterday at all... thanks to something unhappy that happened. And I also finished my homework - Bao Zhang Bao Dao on the topic of handphones, Jian Bao as well my S.S essay on the controversial issue of "Do you think is the government and not the women that caused the population to fall?" - this afternoon. Some satisfaction there, but I still feel a little gloomy. I've been avoiding someone today... won't say who. And it seems that the more I'm trying to avoid that someone, the more that someone appears in front of me. Haiz~ This is getting creepy, and I'm also a bit frightened of that someone...I'm so glad I still have CX with me all the way...

Gonna finish My date With A Vampire 3 asap so that I can get my mind of the show and finally concentrate on studying. Chinese O'levels are less than 2 months away and I CANNOT AFFORD TO DIVERT MY ATTENTION TO SOMETHING ELSE! Cheryl... stay focused... stay focused... stay focused...stay focused...STAY FOCUSED! Don't let anything else divert your attention... let this be a promise to yourself!

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If you're reading this and feel that I'm a lil' bit mad... well.. I admit I am. Too many things have been happening to me and I'm feeling pressurised. I've just realised that I've made the biggest mistake of my life and I don't know what to do now... Luckily, I still have CX with me.

CX... IF YOU'RE READING THIS, I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I'M REALLY REALLY THANKFUL FOR ALL THAT YOU'VE DONE TO HELP ME! and most of all, thanks for listening and still supporting me even though I've made wrong and sometimes, stupid decisions.

Alright... shall end here for today bahz... I wanna go watch one of the best shows in e world!!!

~ MY DATE WITH A VAMPIRE 3 ~

Bye!